Robert Beveridge
Depot
the order
filled
the rival
shut
the anemones
off
to make
the delivery
Did You Change the Tape?
A single lemon seed on the path
the touch of skin to tree bark
a candle that can never be extinguished
barrels stacked just before the clearing
incarnate anthracite
stripmined world anthracite nailed to colossal incarnate has come to die for sins of coke and lime but when all is said and done it's the top of the pile that burns every night lesser beings of the stripmined world see just flickers of green love
My Brush with the Lady of Fatima
Or, How an Angel Visited My Bedside in the Divine Form of Miss Gillian Anderson, Patron Saint of The X-Files, and Lifted the Scales from My Eyes
It never ceases to amaze
me what joy's trigger words are.
For my friend Cate, it is “clod”
that will send her areel
into the regions of euphoria, at times
for days on end. Mine changes,
sometimes, but has always been
the name of a horse—Karma Blue,
Cigar, for a brief time FJR's
Winner, who took on Skip Away
in the Ohio Derby and faded
to finish seventh at 53-1.
I had a dream this afternoon
that Lady Fatima, cloaked in all the glory
of an FBI Medical Examiner, came to me
bearing the gift of a pepperoni pizza
and cigarettes. (This is a true
story.) She alternates bites
of pepperoni dipped in cold ranch
salad dressing, and exhales
of smoky blue through perfect,
pouty lips. I tried my best
not to stare nor to question,
since the ways of Lady Fatima
cannot be known to mortal men.
So when she jumped up and exclaimed,
“Shit! The ice cream man was here
and I didn't even think to buy pop rocks!”
in a kind of southwestern drawl, I just nodded.
(At this point, some young wag in the back
of the room pipes up. “Didn't Mikey die
from eating pop rocks and drinking soda?”
He is shushed by other members of the audience,
used to this kind of outburst. But to continue:)
It was then I felt
the unassailable stream of jo
wash over me like the twin
rays of water and blood
from the heart of Christ. I searched
my mind, could not discover
a horse named Pop Rocks:
an inexcusable omission, I think,
from the Jockey Club's records
but one that can be rectified
at a future birth. Until then I
will just say “pop rocks” to myself
and feel that tingle, like the carbonated
explosion under the tongue,
all over my body.
Round
taken enough to stand
against the rockfish
barrier
but the way it clips through
like a shell
rats downtown
against the chill
go on, have a glass
Trust of Broken Promises
Drops of lemon juice coruscate
on the ground between your knees.
Stare into the pool. Your arm
is wet—with blood? Perhaps
with citrus. You could never tell
the difference, but you like
the sharp, metallic taste. Raise
your fingers to your lips
as if in communion.
The result is the same.
Void of the Block
strike it—no
strike
strike
the sky slips away
to find a happier
planet to gift
with its atmosphere
count us
count
count us
leave your fingernail
clippings and datura
leaves on the table,
the busboy will gather
them after close
we are more asleep
than we are present
and we cannot help
but be the world champions
at walking away
Robert Beveridge (he/him) makes noise (xterminal.bandcamp.com) and writes poetry on unceded Mingo land (Akron, OH). He published his first poem in a non-vanity/non-school publication in November 1988, and it's been all downhill since. Recent/upcoming appearances in The Loch Raven Review, Moirai, and The Short of It, among others.