Damon Hubbs

For the One Slowly My Two Suitcases

 

break

fast, two cups

of coffee

the shepherd’s hour

take the kids to school

overhear parents talking about tickets to King Tut’s Tomb

think about the doorway into truth

buy a baguette, bananas…

read Nell Zink’s “The Welfare State”

WhatsApp

with

Erin

talk about Nancy Cunard

Drax Hall

free bleeding

how every address in Barbados

is 350m from the Assembly of God Church

smoke a cigarette I find

in an old lunchbox

where I used to hide cigarettes

back when I didn’t smoke

stare at the neighbor’s roof

water plants

talk to my dad on the phone

about his new tv

Tree House beer, the Buffalo Bills

WhatsApp

with

Erin

talk about Pan Africanist circles

debate whether or not

“In Search of Lost Time”

is autofiction

scroll

     scroll

           scroll

laundry, whites

lunch

     scroll

look at the photograph of Suzanne

in tears, in a tiled bathroom

look at the photograph of skinheads

in a room

with terrifying wallpaper

read shitty poems on the internet

send emails

listen to The Colours of Chloë

send three poems to Revolution John

pick the kids up at school

drive my son to Cedardale for tennis lessons

dinner

take the garbage out

stare at the neighbor’s roof

read submissions for Blood+Honey

drink Tamim Tea

remember when bath salts were a thing

remember the mortgage is due

try to laugh

remember an old lover

think about how I want to climb

into a jar

with that lover

preserved in amber

 

 

 

 

 

Damon Hubbs is a poet from New England. His latest collection of poems, Bullet Pudding, is forthcoming from Roadside Press. Recent publications include Chiron Review, Horror Sleaze Trash, Burning House Press, RESURRECTION magazine, Apocalypse Confidential, and others. Damon is a poetry editor at Blood+Honey and The Argyle Literary Magazine.